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Sometimes, despite my best efforts, it seems everything is stacked against my orgasm. With a plethora of reasons to deny pleasure, my mind and vagina like to team up to cause me endless torment. After a week of edging I could burst! It's been a month of unsatisfying sex and displeasing masturbation, surely something will go right!

Alas, a last ditch attempt after a custom video has me edging with no end in sight. Blame it on my hormones, blame it on bad sex, blame it on pubic hair! It doesn't matter what the cause is. It matters that I have the alone time and fodder needed for a successful orgasm. Too much stress?! No point in trying to cum!

No, this is more delicate than that. Everything needs to be PERFECT. Everything needs to be clean and every errant thought needs to be corralled and controlled for later inspection. All conscious thought needs to cease in order for orgasm to be reached, but it's not always that simple. Sometimes it goes deeper than just "shutting off and going for it. I've set the stage, but no victory will be had. Not yet. This will lead to much sexual frustration, pillow punching, and wall pounding. Take your fists to the door, it won't matter! Just edge with me, edge and hold me until the time is right. Edge your orgasm and then back off quickly. Get it right there and then forget about cumming. It's not happening yet.

You'll have to wait. I'll have to wait. The time isn't right yet. But that build up will keep mounting. It will keep growing. That sexual frustration will grow untamed until the time is right and it explodes in one gushing torrent, but that time isn't now. I can squirt without orgasm, but only time will give me the leg shaking release that I need."