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After the r @pe ? Your MIND became your hell. Your own personal hell. HELL was not even the r@ pe. Hell is you. Living in your own mind. Racing thoughts. Anxious. Scared. PANIC attacks. All day every day. Sometimes it stops. And you think it's finally over. But then it starts again, and again and again. You can't escape it. You can't escape it. The r @pe is done. But the PAIN the hurts. The anxiety. The DEPRESSION. It's forever. Living INSIDE of you. You CAN'T ESCAPE yourself. Never. Ever. The only way for you to escape yourself is literally to be k!lled. Or to k!ll yourself. But you're still young. You have plenty of years to live yet. And you know it. you also know that you do not want to keep living like this for the rest of your life. The r @pe is done, and you cannot change that whatsoever. But you can change something else...

If you talk to people about it. They will always only see you as WEAK WEAK WEAK. A pathetic hole only good to be r@ ped. A miserable faggot who secretely enjoyed it. A "male" who has nothing manly in him. A pathetic idiot who was stupid enough to be a part of the few males on this earth that got r@ ped. You'll be seen by your peers as a WEAK, GAY, and PATHETIC asshole. And you don't want that. It would only add to your pain. To your SHAME. It would only make you feel even worse than you already are. And you don't want that. NO NO NO. You don't want to be even worse, depressed and anxious than you already are. You want to be better. HAPPIER...