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About 3 months ago I met a very appealing man online. Let’s call him “Joe”
I should have had alarm bells when he told me he could take over my mind and make me a better person.
I am in a structured D/s relationship with my baby daddy and husband of 6 years.
I believed I could be “fixed”
I wanted to be a better person for the people around me. Like an idiot I repeated the mantras and listened to his sweet nothings.
He said my mind would belong to him and I gave it willingly.
My foolishness led to so many problems within my relationship, I became selfish and conceited. I neglected my partners needs. I didn’t even hide the torrid online love affair I was having.
Happily talking away about how happy Joe made me, how he completed me like no other before. I rubbed it in my partners face and he still stuck by me, increasingly getting angrier about the treatment he was receiving from me and being conflicted as he loves to see my smile, that of course Joe held the keys to.
I didn’t just stop there; I criticised and became a horrible person, but I also didn’t care about my partners feelings. The menticide was an addiction. I craved it more and more. I would chat online with Joe all day and Skype with him all night. My mind was under his control and I could not break free.
I wanted to tape one of my sessions with Joe as a gift to him.
That morning I asked my partner to go out shopping and run a few errands in the afternoon. He knew I was setting up to make content. He helped me to get ready, angling the cameras and shaving my ass. All while he was doing this, I knew I wasn’t being true.
But that turned me on more.
When my partner left, and my lover came online I started recording on my GoPro (Unbeknown to Joe) What can I say? I like to surprise and spoil guys, it’s a major kink for me.
(Recording start) I greeted Joe and thanked him, for how he made me a better person and how I owe it to him to change. He gave me the power to use whichever toys I wanted and to give him the best show I have ever given.
I could feel his thoughts through me and giving me one of the most heavenly experiences I have had in my life. I began with a small diamond butt plug, inserted a vibrator and used my wand on my clit, the stimulation was unreal. I couldn’t control myself; I began to fuck my dildo and ride my wand. I was insatiable.
It was like he was controlling my body as well as my mind, I ached to cum and cum and cum again, I couldn’t stop until I ran out of breath. My clit was so engorged but that wouldn’t stop me. I thanked him for letting me cum, for letting me have the experience, for letting me please him. (recording end)
Later that day…….
IT HIT THE FAN
During day I had not managed to get my top-secret footage uploaded and deleted from the GoPro. My partner who helps with all my video editing went to grab a file and found my shameful video.
He could not believe what I had said to this stranger, the Dom in him rose its head up.
I was made to watch and listen to my shameful words and experience, getting facefucked and my ass got very red with a paddling. TROUBLE!
(Recording start) He decided to film the end clip to this video of my first punishment; a big load of hot cum jetting over my face.(recording end)
Luckily I have a very understanding Dom/partner and I know there will be punishments in store for me.
Is it bad that I find that exciting?
That’s because I am the worlds #1 BRAT!